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Instructor's suicide shocks students

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Published: Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Updated: Friday, June 15, 2012 23:06

suicide

The Lantern

Jacqueline Scott

An Ohio State teacher went to a gun range in New Albany last week and shot and killed herself.


Jacqueline Scott, 24, shot herself once in the chest at AimHi New Albany Shooting Range last Wednesday, according to the Franklin County Sheriff's Office. Scott was a graduate student and teaching assistant earning her master's in arts.

Students arrived in class Thurday and no one was there to explain their teacher's absence.


On Tuesday, senior Codie Hoyles said he and other students in Scott's Comparative Studies 100 class found her obituary online, but thought it was a coincidence of names until staff arrived to inform them of their teacher's death.


The staff who broke the news to Scott's class were Eugene Holland, the chairman of the Department of Comparative Studies, and Lucia Bortoli, the new teacher for the course. They were joined by a grief counselor.


"I was just like, ‘What?'" Hoyles said. "She just didn't seem like the type. She was definitely a happy lady … I definitely can't believe it."


Scott went to the gun range last Wednesday to take a first-time gun course. She filled out paperwork, read the rules of the range and watched a gun safety video before being taken to a stall at the range.


"One of the range staff will come out with them to make sure they know what they're doing or operating the gun safely before they leave them alone," said Sgt. Bill Duffer of the Franklin County Sheriff's Office.


The surveillance video shows that after the staff member left, Scott shot a few targets with a 9mm pistol then "put the gun down and was standing at the firing range line for a little while before she picked the gun up," Duffer said. She then shot herself once in the chest.


It appeared as though she was contemplating the act, he said.


Duffer said that neither the sheriff nor the family knows why Scott did it.


Scott had been despondant in recent days, said Tanikka Price, a graduate student and classmate with Scott.


"She was not herself the last few days of her life," Price said. "During the class that we take together, Trauma Studies on Tuesday, she did not participate in class. All of her classmates noticed but none of us said anything."


After class, Scott gave price an article written by Rebecca Wanzo, an associate professor in the English Department.


"It detailed the silence and pain that many black women live in and their struggle to find a voice during their pain," Price said. "It is the closest thing to a suicide note that was left behind."


Price said she could only speculate on the reasons for the suicide, but students from Scott's class said she had recently ended a long-standing relationship with her boyfriend and had seemed disinterested in class last Tuesday, Jan. 12.


Scott shot herself at 12:25 p.m. An off-duty Columbus police officer was two stalls down and performed CPR until help arrived. Despite his efforts, Scott was pronounced dead at 1:24 p.m. at Mount Caramel St. Ann's Hospital.


In 2008, a 59-year-old New Albany woman committed suicide at the same gun range's parking lot by shooting herself in the head.


Scott's funeral will be tomorrow in her hometown of Indianapolis.

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23 comments

R White
Tue Feb 22 2011 06:24
To the Family,

I am very saddened to learn about this tragedy. I never knew Jacqueline and I wish I had known this beautiful, smart, forward thinking young lady. I'm saddened that she didn't talk to someone. It's obvious that she was a driven, dedicated, hard working achiever which speaks volumes about her upbringing. You did a great job with her and unfortunately life happens. We never know what people are going through on the inside. I am a mother of children her age and beyond, I am also an OSU student continuing my education. College is tough, demanding and can be extremely lonely meeting and exceeding expectations. There really isn���t room for added pressures. I can only point to the Lord for being my help and giving me strength and courage to press on.

Please be comforted knowing that Jacqueline is at peace and her struggle is over. Jacqueline represented your family very well. In her loving memory, I'll do my part in reaching out, inspiring and encouraging young women. My prayers are with you.

NHMc
Tue Feb 8 2011 09:23
You know ... I just finished writing my dissertation a day ago. When I started in Dec 2010, I allowed it to rob me of my smile and piece of mind at times. I leaned only a month ago to pray a different way and reach out to God for support in a different manner. I cried quietly when I read the article about Ms. Scott in Jan 2011. I heard about a year ago, but I never saw or new her at OSU. And to her family,...I want you to know I plan to dedicate my June 2011 dissertation in her memory. We all can relate to her pain, and I personally feel her pain as I write my comments.

I really recommend we all make a journey like "school" a "spiritual" journey. Earning a degree or just going to school to learn takes so much from you emotionally, physically, mentally, relationship-wise, and time-wise. Anyone who is human can break down from the stress in so many ways. If you are not strong enough or smart enough to take the time to recover with rest, friends, and support...you will lose it.or even decide it might be best to or worth loosing out on your own life journey.

Turn your "academic" journey into a "spiritual" journey in three simple ways..
1. Know God/The Creator has already planned this journey out for you to succeed and not to fail.
2. Talk to Him/Her/The Creator to share your grief, your pain, your struggle, your confusion, your anxiety every step and every day of your spiritual journey
3. Have no fear...He/She/The Creator is inviting you to journey with him to make you more appreciative of your purpose on this earth.

Peace and Love, Spiritually

a Lundy
Tue Jun 1 2010 11:31
i have know jacquie scott since the 7th grade ,when we lived in Japan together and attend Zama aMerican hiGh school, we were quite close during our early teen years. she was a very unique person. i cant believe she is gone, she was beautiful inside and out. i still cant wrap my head around this situation. she will truly be missed. Blessing to her family and friends.. Adrienne Lundy
Anonymous
Sun Mar 7 2010 00:27
She was close to me as well. But as a gay woman, Jacquie wouldn't have been welcomed or supported at the UACA--she had a church home. It's a shame that this space is used to promote the uaca church. RIP Jacquie. love ya girl...
Anonymous
Sat Jan 30 2010 18:36
Wow. I went to Baylor for undergrad with her and I am just finding out about this today. It is shocking and disturbing news. My prayers are with her family and friends. God Bless!
FightingTheLowestCommonDenominator
Thu Jan 28 2010 19:12
To Heather Hope's comment above: WOW, I can't event figure out how to characterize what you wrote. Insipid? Insensitive? Juvenile? I'm just absolutely astounded! Hmm, you've never seen "a beautiful black young lady take this route..."? Well, that helps us gain a little perspective. Then you go on to say that grad school is "not that bad" [read: what was she so stressed about?], YOUR "only issue" is dealing with semesters instead of quarters [wow, how do you do it?]....blah, blah, blah, then something about 20-page papers [oh, the burden]. Then you vomited something about her being twisted and "tic[ing] a certain way, and that she should have just dropped out. It seems you missed your calling as a counselor.

Your comment, without a doubt, goes down as the most tasteless drivel I've ever read. At first blush I thought you might have been a 12-year old "I seen a black girl once" from the local trailer park who stumbled into the wrong forum. That you've somehow managed to make it to grad school with horrendous writing skills and an emotional IQ in the basement further astounds me.
My father committed suicide, and since the shock of that day, I've NEVER once made a joke or flippant comment about suicide. You, my dear waste of space, have pushed me to the exception: it should have been you!

Lisa WIlliams
Tue Jan 26 2010 16:54
What a tragedy. It is a blessing that some of you have your church family for support. But most likely, as a gay woman, Jacqueline would not have been welcomed or supported at the UACA or many other church communities. My prayers go out to her family.
GLBT advocate
Sun Jan 24 2010 20:05
jacqueline scott was a good friend of mine. she was openly gay and an active part of the glbt community. the lantern has (again) disappointed me with the lack of research and fact checking.
Heather Hope
Fri Jan 22 2010 01:36
Wow. Have never seen a beautiful black young lady take this route, esp. at OSU and esp. as an instructor. I just graduated from Ohio State & in Grad school now, and it's not that bad at all. My only issue is that I'm at a semester school now so I had to switch from a hot 10-weeks to 17! Grad students are expected to do 20-page papers on the regular & the pressure is intensified upon Graduation b/c after all getting a Master's degree means instant 6-figure job right?! So not often the case.

Poor girl..24 years old? Yeah something else was twisted in there to make her plot & tic like that. How horrifying to watch that video tape of her shooting herself! If Grad School is that depressing just drop out! No degree would ever get me that down. I know everyone has different pressures, but there's always a better way out. You gotta keep your HOPE alive, but you have to stay alive to do it.

A
Thu Jan 21 2010 00:00
I had a class with her and I have to say I feel so shocked and saddened by this. She was one of the most intelligent women my age that I'd ever met.
Your name
Wed Jan 20 2010 23:23
Jacqui was openly gay. To claim that she had just ended a "longtime relationship with her boyfriend" is offensive and denies her lived reality. Get your facts "straight."
Your name
Wed Jan 20 2010 22:17
I'm terribly sorry that anything horrible like this has to happen to anybody. I did my undergrad at OSU and I also had some rough times, and looking back I wish I would have seen someone for counseling/therapy. But this is yet another wakeup call for myself and everyone else to make sure you ask for help, even for minor things, because you might want to know it's there at least. OSU is a huge campus and it is pretty overwhelming, so I can see where it's difficult for some people. It can be time consuming getting anything done! The only thing I can say is that the certain agencies/programs need to get out there more, maybe have students become advocates. I don't recall ever seeing anything handed out on the oval other than solicitations really.
GK
Wed Jan 20 2010 21:29
Hearing this story makes me extremely sad, and my heart goes out to all those who were close to Jaqueline. As a grad student myself at OSU, I know how easy it is to feel defeated by all the work and stress of school. On top of this, we are forced to make many tough life decisions. I felt pretty lost at OSU when I first started, but I was blessed by finding a church family in Upper Arlington. Here I found guidance and support through a group of grad students who are going through the same life experiences as I am. I hope that any other grad students out there who may feel defeated or in need of support will look into checking it out sometime (www.uaca.info). My prayers are with Jaqueline's friends and family!
AR
Wed Jan 20 2010 19:57
I am also a graduate student at OSU and can understand the extreme pressures that come along with higher education. I was so sad to read this article about a fellow graduate student who took her life. My prayers are with her family and friends during this time.

I would never be able to find rest and peace in the midst of my graduate studies without the support of my church family (www.uaca.info). If there are other graduate students out there who feel like they need help and support during this time, know that there is a place for you.

OSU alum
Wed Jan 20 2010 18:02
I am so sad to hear about this terrible tragedy. I am an OSU alum and went through considerable emotional trouble in my last few months as a grad student. I struggled with a large caseload, attempted to put a thesis together, tried to work, and was being beaten down by some grad advisers who told me that I wasn't good enough to be a teacher. Interesting that a grad adviser would even suggest that, but I digress.

All in all, I was forced to drop out of a class as I couldn't keep up with it, and couldn't graduate on time; which was even more depressing. I had no support other than my family hours away, and all of my friends were in the program with me so they were no help. I felt so lost and had been sick daily for 3 months. I didn't realize how much weight I had lost and had to be hospitalized for severe stress and anxiety. All in all, I had no support from OSU. I never even knew there were services for students until after I graduated. They need to realize how demanding grad school is on students who are fending for themselves with little to no support. Most families don't know how to help, and if OSU has facilities to help, they should make it known to students before the problems start. I spent 6 years in school there and never once knew of any help I could have received. I am thankful for my family and friends as they helped nurse me back to health, and I graduated only one quarter later. I'm sure much to my grad adviser's chagrin, I am a teacher, and a damn good one at that!

C
Wed Jan 20 2010 16:14
I knew Jacqui - she was outspoken, politically-astute, and very smart. This is truly a tragedy.
Thad
Wed Jan 20 2010 16:12
I don' t know anything about Jacqueline's situation, but I imagine life would be very empty if you could only rely on what the university has to offer (education + a little fun every now and then). I think students going through difficult times should know that there is support for grad students outside of school.

I am a law student at Capital University, but I went to OSU for undergrad and I also attend Kelly's church (www.uaca.info). One our church's main goals is to reach out to grad students and recent graduates so they will have more support as they are going through different crisis points in life. We will keep Jacqueline and her friends and family in prayer.

KA
Wed Jan 20 2010 15:36
Being a graduate student it is easy for me to understand the struggles Jacqueline was going through. Life as a grad student is very stressful and it can feel like things are getting out of hand. But there is support for graduate students.
I’m an out-of-state grad student, so coming to Ohio I did not know very many people. With not the having the support of family or friends close by, the first few quarters were very tough. But I found a church. Upper Arlington Christian Assembly (www.uaca.info) is made up of graduate/professional students. The amount of support that this church has given me is indescribable. During times of stress, my church family has always been there to support me.
Any student that is feeling depressed, or feel like they cannot handle the stress, remember there is someone out there.
Kristina
Wed Jan 20 2010 15:25
This story makes me very sad for the life lost. This should make a number of departments consider the morale of their graduate student community--when I was a graduate student at OSU there was no morale and no community except what we accidentally created with each other. Women are particularly vulnerable in a culture that seems to operate without any social components or personal support; I used to think it was testosterone, but now I think it is also a culture that seems to thrive on busyness while never addressing the social needs of human beings. My prayers will include Ms. Scott's family.
sueyside alumni 05
Wed Jan 20 2010 09:29
“... struggle to find a voice during their pain,”

The key is to rap over instrumentals. I've got lyrics and grams, both will keep me from a gun in my hand.
Second tip is to not be smiling for no reason. Society has this concept of ''1st impression'' and plays a role on how people act and feel; even when the two are not correlated we try to dupe the outside world. Hence, you never see me smiling because happiness is inside of me.





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